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10.24.03 - 6:38 p.m. I got a call from J.C today, and he said Dara's bank called him and told him that if they didn't hear from Dara about some "fraudulent activities," aka writing bad checks, that they would be contacting the "authorities." So, I walked home and gave Dara the message, because she is not answering the phone these days...apparently avoiding calls from the bank. A vicious circle, really. I really need to just cut the cord, and kick her out. She has taken advantage of our friendship to the point where there really isn't much of a friendship left. She is just a shell of a person these days. It's amazing how quickly your actions can push you under the water if you let them...you really can drown if you go with the flow for too long, at some point you have to at least do a little dog paddle. I have noticed I have been ranting on and on about the whole Dara thing, and I DON'T want to be one of those people who obviously has identified a problem, but they don't do anything about it...just complain and complain and scratch their ass and wonder why things just don't get better, and why things just keep 'happening' to them. Things rarely just happen...it is most likely a result of an action. So, that said, fuck it. I borrowed the first season of Smallville from someone at work, because I really don't watch enough t.v. I had wanted to start watching it on the WB, but it was so far into the season that I didn't see the point. The show is fun to watch...as is some of the guys in it. Lex, for example, is extremely hot, but I haven't figured out why. It's not like I have a 'type' that I am most attracted, but he is an odd sexy. The kid playing Clark is a mop top abercrombie ad wanna-be with whiter than white teeth,and that's sexy, too. Stereotypical, but sexy. Speaking of hot guys...I watched 28 days later again...that guy, even with the bad hair and scruffy face in the beginning, is so cute. I just love european men, anyway. Eurotrash is fun. Moving on... I am in the process of filling out an application for the Big Brother show. yeah, I am aware the chances of winning a spot on the show are slim to none, but I think I would represent a demographic rarely seen on t.v...well, reality t.v., anyway, I am the gay guy that doesn't set your curtains on fire when he walks into the room and I am from Iowa and I have never lived on a farm. I think I just need a little escape from reality with a chance to win 500,000 dollars. Am I dreaming, probably...but that's what I got, folks...dreams...cuz I fucked it up reality style. Peace in the streets. I'm outta here.
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