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11.03.03 - 11:17 p.m. Tonight I spent watching episodes from season 1 of Smallville. I hate to admit, but that show is becoming my newest guilty pleasure. \ I haven't figured out what exactly it is that I like (love) so much about that show. I think it might be that the kids in the show are not jaded and cynical. They are going through high school with a sort of innocence that rings true in reality. The writers of the show didn't forget this very important aspect of growing up. I am aware of how silly it is for me to be reading into any show on the WB, but it is truly refreshing to watch something with such great character development. I'll admit the monster of the week aspect of the show is a bit tired, but I will overlook it for the thread of innocence that is weaved throughout. On the homefront things are much quieter now that Dara isn't here. I do wonder about her, and I am concerned for her well being, but I have come to realize I can't save everyone. I will always be here for her, if her her clouded mind clears, but I am not going to force the issue with her. I have stopped blaming myself for any of the choices she has made, despite her manipulative ploys to make me feel as such. I truly miss our friendship, but if it is over, I will deal with it and move on. I know there is great good in her...I do choose to see that...I just must simply wait for her to do the same. Peace. footnote: My voice is almost totally gone. I find it kind of cool..I have never been a big fan of the sound of my voice. I welcome this new disjointed gravelly sound that has took up residence in my voicebox. I do wonder how long it will last...as a metaphor I lost my voice years ago.
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