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11.10.03 - 11:43 p.m. One more cigarette, and then I am going to bed. I think I equate all time 'until something' with 'one more cigarette.' I really need to quit smoking...again. Had a fairly unevenful, journey through americana, sort of weekend. I went home, because it was one of my niece's birthday. I walked into the party, all prideful, because I bought her a couple of really cute outfits. I would be such a cool uncle... Strawberry shortcake, and care bears. One of my other niece's came up to me and said, "I am four now..." Shit, I had forgot her birthday...it was last weekend, and I hadn't brought her anything. I thought I was being 'good' by bringing a card for my sister's birthday, but couldn't give it to her, because her daughter's birthday is the same day, and I didn't want to look like a complete idiot. So, I ended up being the brother who plays favourite's and buys for one niece and not the other. Oh, the joys of family politics. Mom gave me a list of all the family b-days, so I can keep track. I am such a responsible 30 year old. Honestly, my brain is like a sieve. The weekend was low key. Took a lot of pictures of stuff around town...I am kind of in a nostalgic phase, not that I sit around trying to conjure up memories of days of old, but it just seems I naturally think back to my days of youth. It's the good stuff this time, which is refreshing. I had forgotten how much good there really was. Well, shucks, I best git myself to bed, wanna git up before those roosters start a-crowin'. g'night
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